Well, no one is going to read this and I would be pretty damn surprised if they did. So the weekend only lasted two days but it felt really long because I had to take a four hour road trip for a wedding shower I had to go to. I love the bride-to-be to death because she is my cousin and we are very close but four hours is a little much when you are just getting over strep and have tons of homework to due. Not to mention I was the host of the shower. Ugh. Now it is monday morning, a typical monday, I'm worn out and people won't stop complaining. Seriously! Life isn't that bad to complain about it ever fucking day. My life sucks but I don't advertise it around to everyone in the school. And I certainly don't give a fuck on how your life is going when I am trying my best to finish high school and get into college. People come to me with their problems because Im a good listener and apparently I give good advice but I'm getting tired of it. If you really want to talk to someone then got seek out a psycharist. If you don't have the money to do that then do to the dollar story and buy yourself a journal for $1. If you do not have a journal then write on your fucking skin. I will even give you a pen or magic marker to do it with. Maybe a knife would be better though(Whoa, pause and freeze. I am usually a nice person. Where is this coming from? I guess I bottle my feelings up too much). Well what I am try to get across is everyone has their ups and downs in life even though we may not realize it at first. Just take a deep breath and give it time.
On other happy news, MDS wone state one-act (gives middle finger to other shows) hahaha Thanksgiving break is in a week thank whatever higher being there is in the world. My brother was too stupid to get into college which makes me feel better about myself............I'm out of words. Ill write again real soon. Love to all!